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Poured Back Into Heaven

by Glitterspitter

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1.
End Times 03:46
We’ve been here for hours watching global superpowers put on airs on your tv and I’m faded Well I could beg forgiveness even though it’s not my business whether I make you feel free or degraded whether you can still love me or you’re too jaded Well, my friends may pity me but by the end didn’t we have a good time? These days they’re my enemies cause hey where were they when we were losing our minds? Summer's getting hotter and you’re not conserving water you just sit and let the shower burn you I say we’ve got potential even though we’re inessential that’s the very thing that should reassure you As expendables existing is a virtue And my friends think ill of me but by the end we’ll all be having a good time These days I let go of things cause hey, better apathy than losing our minds Surviving on a lucky streak so why make a fucking stink over staying the night? Yeah maybe I lie and cheat and prey on you but baby this is end times
2.
Harley 04:49
It’s a big day for a little man crush you up in the palm of my hand cause I like you giving you a chance tell me you’re it, you will, you can cause I like you giving you a chance before I chew you up, kick you out of the band It’s a late night and I’m doing headstands got a brand new crush and a tired old plan yeah I like you can I watch you dance? never know what to do with your hands but I like you ooh, yeah I like you So every night I’ll play sick little games just picking names of all the friends that I will make you jealous with When I get home I’ll pray for something to change or for someone to say the magic words that’ll heal my hurt and flip the switch It’s a big pain for a little kiss shut you up get it over with quick cause I’m angry wanna make you sick wanna make your head ache and break into bits but I like you you’re never gonna quit picked a bad time to be a man who gives a shit But what a great night for an ego slip for the velvet of self to wrinkle and rip and I’ll hold you like a little kid hoping you don’t grow up and get a grip That’s how I like you ooh, how I like you But you won’t stay that way So every night I’ll play sick little games just picking names of all the friends that I will make you jealous with When I get home I’ll pray for something to change or for someone to say they know god loves me even when I’m such a bitch Tell me he does Tell me he does Tell me he does Yeah it’s true love Tell me he does Tell me he does Yeah it’s true love Yeah it’s true love
3.
Earthly 03:47
All I see are bodies All I need’s my body Only thinking physically I need a new hobby My friend texted me last week She doesn’t feel real to me Blue little cloud sending abstract positivity abstract positivity I wanna exist outside the light of day smoking anything staying the hell out of the way smoothing the waters of a frozen lake nothing real at stake free to rot my brain Meditate on modesty: a body’s just a body a limit for my sanity Someday I’ll be free to leave it And all your reassurance has me itchy with dishonesty Been lying like my daddy would be I’ll just kiss you til you’re dead to me kiss you til you’re dead to me I wanna exist outside the light of day smoking anything staying the hell out of the way smoothing the waters of a frozen lake nothing real at stake free to waste away I wanna exist outside the light of day smoking anything staying the hell out of my own way smoothing the waters of this frozen lake nothing real at stake no more heart to break
4.
Passing 04:40
Caught inside a moment of wanting to leave you After all that time spent just proving I need you I am unresilient impassive and mean to you It scares me too Could this be what you meant by time passing like an overnight drive? I fall asleep staring at a wall Dream of being anything at all I refuse to repent for the lies that I tell you To a certain extent someday they’ll all come true and I am so dependent pretending I care for you like I always do Could this be what you meant by time passing like an overnight drive? I fall asleep staring at a wall Dream of being anything at all Could this be what you meant by time passing like an overnight drive? I fall asleep ignoring your call Dream of being anything at all
5.
Vitamins 04:16
I swallow the days like vitamins Try to break the malaise with a heavy fist Find familiar faces in a concrete wall God gave me poise and a bitterness Appetite for the noisy and the poisonous Learned not to avoid it I just feel it all Am I pretty enough to be an angel yet? Have I earned the right to be rough around the edges? If you give me love and all I give you is weird vibes I place my trust in the heaviness Licking up your dust just to be close to it If it’s this or us you know I’m leaving your side There’s a genius hanging quietly in the dark You can’t see him but he burns like a dying star There’s a genius haunting the attic of my house If he feels like it he might burn it all to the ground There’s a genius hanging quietly in the dark You can’t see him but he cursed me to live apart There’s a genius haunting what love I have for you Didn’t mean it but his curse is coming true Is it really my fault I’m not what you thought I would be? I’m a pillar of salt don’t look at me
6.
Still Life 05:50
I dream you could kill me but you don’t I say come to philly but you won’t You’ll stay where it’s pretty and remote and leave no spark in me, only smoke Well I could fuck the pain away yeah I could do the most There’s meaning to be made that way from living dose to dose Yeah I could love the pain away gravitate to what I know But what does that mean anyway? Play mother for the night and then walk home I dream in the timbre of your voice Wake up to the scrambled city noise While you’re stuck in the amber of your void I’ll leave us in shambles and destroyed Yeah I’m gonna fuck the pain away I’m gonna do the most There’s meaning to be made that way from living dose to dose Yeah I’m gonna love the pain away gravitate to what I know But what does that mean anyway? Play mother for the night and then walk home How do you enter love? Where’s the door? And how do you cut your love from your core? Just suck it out of your blood like a poison Evaporate your love Well I just fucked the pain away yeah I did the most The meaning of it was lost on me but baby, so it goes I tried to love the pain away There was nothing left to hold Cause what does that mean anyway? Play mother for the night and then go home
7.
Still Life 02:56
Heaven in this seven in the basement heaven in your last earthly kiss Heaven in this heaven and vegas heaven in having all of it (When you rise above this form you didn’t choose I’ll make angels in the dust that settles after you Then ride home on the bus like normal people do I’ll be normal without you) Heaven in this steadily medicated heaven in crying yourself sick Heaven in this heaven in patience heaven in nothing left to give

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released February 3, 2024

Zara London-Southern - Vocals, lyrics & synth
Matias Van Order Gonzalez - Guitar
Corey Dill - Drums
Jack Hales - Bass & guitar

Backing vocals on End Times by Cariahbel Azemar & Harriette Slagle
Guitar on Earthly written by Alex Kite
Additional guitar by David Juro

Recorded and mixed by Matias Van Order Gonzalez
Mastered by Calvin Lauber
Drums recorded at Hidden Fortress

Art by Tam Stockton
Tape layout by Jon Herroon

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